38 posts tagged “sweet moi”

Its hard to be normal when you try to be. I guess d word normal isn't in my life's dictionary anymore... I guess every person has their own story to tell, and mine is another tale just like any other:) Its not that I'm complaining about being different, I do love everything I'm going thru... n that's d beauty of just being me.

xoxoxoxo
JLB

"Strength of God"; "The Divine is my strength"; "God is my strength" The only Archangel depicted as female in art and literature, Gabriel is known as the "messenger" Angel. She is a powerful and strong Archangel, and those who call upon her will find themselves pushed into action that leads to beneficial results.

Gabriel helps hopeful parents with conception or through the process of adopting a child. Gabriel is helping to open your third eye if it's closed and your spiritual vision is therefore blocked. If you wish to receive visions of Angelic guidance regarding the direction you are going in. If you wish to receive prophecies of the changes ahead. If you need help in interpreting your dreams and vision.

Gabriel helps anyone whose life purpose involves the arts or communication. She acts as a coach, inspiring and motivating artists, journalist and communicators and helping them to overcome fear and procrastination. Gabriel also helps us to find our true calling.

Ask for Gabriel's guidance if you have strayed from your soul's pathway, if you wish to understand your life plan and purpose. She can also help if you can find no reason for being or if changes are ahead and you need guidance.

Gabriel is helping your body if it's full of toxins and needs purifying and if your thoughts are impure or negative and need clearing and cleansing. Gabriel is also very helpful for women who have been raped or sexually assaulted and feel dirty as well as being under psychic attack or if you feel that you have absorbed someone else's problems. Brings message that our sexuality is connected not only with body but also with soul. Is a sacred gift. Teaches that you have a holy law to detach from people that bring negative energy to you by saying NO.

When you begin to think that life seems perfect, it all comes crushing down as time begins to envy you.
I once learn that problems are proportionate to time, and yes, time flew faster than I expected...to the point you don't even wanna live a second longer.
For when you do, you'll start to think about the future.
I do admit that I hate the future for I can never predict what lies ahead, and I'm afraid to do so.
So I live day to day...yes, I've been living in the present... even then, "Future" seems to catch up real fast.

But one day, all of my laughter will fade I can tell. It's amazing how I know nothing at all about the future, except that fact.
I'm hoping that what I've been foretold by the other side is true, that I would die at an early age.
I figured that if it's heartbreaking to live a future that you can't decide between divine and mortal love, I'd rather die knowing I own both.
It's harder than you think when it comes to deciding between divine love that you live for, and the person you'd die for.
At this point, Romeo and Juliet's tale seem like a drop of water in this ocean of dilemma I'm undergoing.
To others, leaving either one of these seems easy. Words may seem easy... but when both sides touch your heart so deep it brings tears to your eyes... you'd hesitate to even walk away from either one of them.

I can't take my own life, I've tried it dozens of times ever since I was a teen... Somehow, miracles happened each time I do so and I live over and over again.
But neither can I take another person's life (so Abraham sacrificing Isaac's strategy won't work here).
At a forked road, where you just feel like splitting in two, you'd rather die... (which isn't an option either)

So I pray that my future/death would be a peaceful one. That is all I'm interceding now...for strength to walk towards the future.

That's the problem with me... (^_^")
I get bitten by the love bug or struck by the cupid too easily~ (*o*)
That would not be much of a problem for most people BUT there's another problem I have that makes it sorta like a double-trouble in this twisted love drama I have;) That is getting bored too easily~ oooh, i can't deny that I'm a lover of spice and I like it nice;p I love it spontaneous and out of this world XD In short, surprises and romantic gestures and lotsa interesting and exciting topics cheer me up  brighter than the sun (^o^)/
oops, gotta go;) aaah, glorious spring~~~ tis d season of love n flowers <3<3<3

I wish I could be like you,
Outgoing n' Cool
Smart n' Confident
Naughty n' Sexy
Brave n' Strong
Speaking your mind widout hesitation~

I wish I was more like you,
Mature n' Independent
Nice n' Considerate
Disciplined n' "Motherly"
A person that one can confide in~

I wish i wasn't so "kiddy"
I wanna be you both
I wanna grow up!
And stand on my own feet (^o^v)

We wish we wish we wish upon a star~ . . .JJB

p/s : Dont blame me, Im a gurl~ cant help being narcissistic at times XD

A pic before I underwent a body therapy at Marie France Bodyline slimming center...XD... d promotional package i purchased included:

1) wrapped up in whazit-called-fluid soaked bandages (felt like a mummy)
2) body massage (hurting but relaxing~)
3) rolled up in d hot blanket (a life human-size sushi)
D whole process really helped me unwind so i went...zzzZZ

My aunt insisted to treat me at the nail saloon...my first time so i got really excited about it!!! (im still a noob in dis tho i painted my own nails b4 dis) XD...so here's d result! Ta-dah!

I often see a Somebody
Among the Nobody
It could be a Anybody
But I know that
To be a Somebody
is not for Everybody
Its only for Anybody
who dares
to be different from Nobody
But then I thought
"That doesnt mean
Nobody is a loser
cause some Nobody can be
a Somebody to Somebody
So Nobody should despise Nobody"
"Be there for Everybody
and Everybody will be there for you"
is what karma teaches me
So Everybody must realize
Luck can change for Anybody
One day
Somebody mite become a Nobody
Nobody mite be a Somebody
So knowing Everybody now
Or being a Nobody now
Won't decide Anybody's future...
@_@

I thought I planned a perfect future ahead

Who’d guess I was too much of a coward

I was too naive to only see the good

I was blinded by my dreams

Little did I know I am walking away from you

 

#          So please prevent me from falling deeper

But don’t break my heart too much

Cause my soul can’t bear the pain

Strengthen me and help me stand on my feet

As I lead my life and move on as a big girl

 

It was my fault to just live life at its present

I never thought further than what I planned

Guess deep down inside of me

There’s a fear that grows each day

The fear of turning my head away from you

 

Bridge: I promise you once that I’d be only yours

And the thought of breaking it

Is tearing me slowly apart and confusing me

Guide me back to the right path

I wrote this lyrics in ten minutes but I am still figuring the tune to go along with it... Hopefully, I'll be able to think up of something a.s.a.p. LOL. Im afraid the meaning of this lyrics cannot be revealed until the time is right. It has nothing to do with my love life though~ Ahax!

I kinda had a burnout problem due to the exams (that finally ended last week), and the tonnes of lab presentations (went to a hell lot of preparations for it) dat we did on Monday, not to mention the visit to the Perodua factory on Wed morn (tiring~). Since I had d knack of gettin' sick (due to burnouts)... (cough*) i just couldn't join d MOTIVATION CAMP at Pangkor from Wednesday til Sunday (5 days~didn't i already get enuf motivation?!?!?) Pardon me for my rudeness and sense of "whineyness" (is dat even a word?). Anyway, its just too bad I missed that wonderful opportunity...(cough*) but right now, I damn need a peace of mind hmmm...perhaps i shud take up yoga or smth~

Anyway, I admit d harsh fact (ouch*) that I AM a person with a weak heart~ (T.T) Im the kind dat love~ the gentle calls of nature n' everything dat is soothing to d mind, body n soul...HOWEVER, it is also a fact that I relax better if its done according to my will n' my time (btw, dis works for almost everyone i know so it's not really part of the "Facts about Me") Now, where was I again? Oh yeah, So if i were to get a vacation on an island (or wherever peaceful), I'd rather wake up late n' do anything anywhere at anytime~ than follow "a certain" timetable. I mean, COME ON! It is a V-A-C-A-T-I-O-N... who dares disagree?

Its dat tyme of d year once more... DURIANS anyone?
Warning: DURIANS are damn tough to open (-.-")