Whispers of the Heart

3 personality 2 face 1 soul

nobody@vox.com(Joanne Lavinia) — Tue, 11 Aug 2009 23:35:13 +0900

Its hard to be normal when you try to be. I guess d word normal isn't in my life's dictionary anymore... I guess every person has their own story to tell, and mine is another tale just like any other:) Its not that I'm complaining about being different, I do love everything I'm going thru... n that's d beauty of just being me.

xoxoxoxo
JLB

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My Guardian Angel

nobody@vox.com(Joanne Lavinia) — Sat, 25 Jul 2009 00:18:43 +0900

Gabriel

"Strength of God"; "The Divine is my strength"; "God is my strength" The only Archangel depicted as female in art and literature, Gabriel is known as the "messenger" Angel. She is a powerful and strong Archangel, and those who call upon her will find themselves pushed into action that leads to beneficial results.

Gabriel helps hopeful parents with conception or through the process of adopting a child. Gabriel is helping to open your third eye if it's closed and your spiritual vision is therefore blocked. If you wish to receive visions of Angelic guidance regarding the direction you are going in. If you wish to receive prophecies of the changes ahead. If you need help in interpreting your dreams and vision.

Gabriel helps anyone whose life purpose involves the arts or communication. She acts as a coach, inspiring and motivating artists, journalist and communicators and helping them to overcome fear and procrastination. Gabriel also helps us to find our true calling.

Ask for Gabriel's guidance if you have strayed from your soul's pathway, if you wish to understand your life plan and purpose. She can also help if you can find no reason for being or if changes are ahead and you need guidance.

Gabriel is helping your body if it's full of toxins and needs purifying and if your thoughts are impure or negative and need clearing and cleansing. Gabriel is also very helpful for women who have been raped or sexually assaulted and feel dirty as well as being under psychic attack or if you feel that you have absorbed someone else's problems. Brings message that our sexuality is connected not only with body but also with soul. Is a sacred gift. Teaches that you have a holy law to detach from people that bring negative energy to you by saying NO.

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My Inner Thoughts

nobody@vox.com(Joanne Lavinia) — Wed, 24 Jun 2009 03:15:01 +0900

When you begin to think that life seems perfect, it all comes crushing down as time begins to envy you.
I once learn that problems are proportionate to time, and yes, time flew faster than I expected...to the point you don't even wanna live a second longer.
For when you do, you'll start to think about the future.
I do admit that I hate the future for I can never predict what lies ahead, and I'm afraid to do so.
So I live day to day...yes, I've been living in the present... even then, "Future" seems to catch up real fast.

But one day, all of my laughter will fade I can tell. It's amazing how I know nothing at all about the future, except that fact.
I'm hoping that what I've been foretold by the other side is true, that I would die at an early age.
I figured that if it's heartbreaking to live a future that you can't decide between divine and mortal love, I'd rather die knowing I own both.
It's harder than you think when it comes to deciding between divine love that you live for, and the person you'd die for.
At this point, Romeo and Juliet's tale seem like a drop of water in this ocean of dilemma I'm undergoing.
To others, leaving either one of these seems easy. Words may seem easy... but when both sides touch your heart so deep it brings tears to your eyes... you'd hesitate to even walk away from either one of them.

I can't take my own life, I've tried it dozens of times ever since I was a teen... Somehow, miracles happened each time I do so and I live over and over again.
But neither can I take another person's life (so Abraham sacrificing Isaac's strategy won't work here).
At a forked road, where you just feel like splitting in two, you'd rather die... (which isn't an option either)

So I pray that my future/death would be a peaceful one. That is all I'm interceding now...for strength to walk towards the future.

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Lovebug Victim

nobody@vox.com(Joanne Lavinia) — Fri, 22 May 2009 22:29:52 +0900

That's the problem with me... (^_^")
I get bitten by the love bug or struck by the cupid too easily~ (*o*)
That would not be much of a problem for most people BUT there's another problem I have that makes it sorta like a double-trouble in this twisted love drama I have;) That is getting bored too easily~ oooh, i can't deny that I'm a lover of spice and I like it nice;p I love it spontaneous and out of this world XD In short, surprises and romantic gestures and lotsa interesting and exciting topics cheer me up brighter than the sun (^o^)/
oops, gotta go;) aaah, glorious spring~~~ tis d season of love n flowers <3<3<3

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Variety + Acceptance = Peace

nobody@vox.com(Joanne Lavinia) — Thu, 11 Dec 2008 18:44:58 +0900

STOP JUDGING OTHERS!!!!!! v(^o^)v
This note is sorta like a reminder 2 myself n' others that the world is a beautiful place and full of beautiful people... Believe it or not, "Variety" makes it special, and "Acceptance" makes it stay that way.

1) The "variety of races, religion and belief in this world" is a wonderful thing to have, cos everyone will be able to share their culture to each other making this world more colourful and a bright place to live in. "Acceptance of each others' culture POSITIVELY (without judging which is better or which is right)" MAINTAINS WORLD PEACE and avoid any sort of discrimination, PREVENTING WAR.

2) The "variety of career" increase the excitement in life, and having friends in DIFFERENT JOB FIELDS is considered a BLESSING. "Accept and realize that no job is better than another (so dont judge!)" cos every individual play a different role in building this world, and we complete it all by living together as friends~

3) The "variety of lifestyle and attitude" makes each and every one of us unique in our own way. In short, noone is neither ANGEL nor DEVIL (so cut the Holier Than Thou crap and STOP JUDGING others!) "Accept your friends as they are" cos you cant expect the whole world to think and act like you!

SEE? VARIETY + ACCEPTANCE = PEACE

SO STOP LOOKING DOWN AT THOSE WHO ARE DIFFERENT FROM YOU...
STOP JUDGING OTHERS COS NOONE'S PERFECT...

SUPPORT WORLD PEACE WITH ME~ (^o^)

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Wishes of Me, Myself n I

nobody@vox.com(Joanne Lavinia) — Thu, 11 Dec 2008 18:37:52 +0900

I wish I could be like you,
Outgoing n' Cool
Smart n' Confident
Naughty n' Sexy
Brave n' Strong
Speaking your mind widout hesitation~

I wish I was more like you,
Mature n' Independent
Nice n' Considerate
Disciplined n' "Motherly"
A person that one can confide in~

I wish i wasn't so "kiddy"
I wanna be you both
I wanna grow up!
And stand on my own feet (^o^v)

We wish we wish we wish upon a star~ . . .JJB

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Body

nobody@vox.com(Joanne Lavinia) — Mon, 22 Sep 2008 23:33:52 +0900

p/s : Dont blame me, Im a gurl~ cant help being narcissistic at times XD

A pic before I underwent a body therapy at Marie France Bodyline slimming center...XD... d promotional package i purchased included:

1) wrapped up in whazit-called-fluid soaked bandages (felt like a mummy)
2) body massage (hurting but relaxing~)
3) rolled up in d hot blanket (a life human-size sushi)
D whole process really helped me unwind so i went...zzzZZ

B4 beauty therapy

My aunt insisted to treat me at the nail saloon...my first time so i got really excited about it!!! (im still a noob in dis tho i painted my own nails b4 dis) XD...so here's d result! Ta-dah!

Toes

Fingers

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A ****body

nobody@vox.com(Joanne Lavinia) — Mon, 01 Sep 2008 20:12:17 +0900

I often see a Somebody
Among the Nobody
It could be a Anybody
But I know that
To be a Somebody
is not for Everybody
Its only for Anybody
who dares
to be different from Nobody
But then I thought
"That doesnt mean
Nobody is a loser
cause some Nobody can be
a Somebody to Somebody
So Nobody should despise Nobody"
"Be there for Everybody
and Everybody will be there for you"
is what karma teaches me
So Everybody must realize
Luck can change for Anybody
One day
Somebody mite become a Nobody
Nobody mite be a Somebody
So knowing Everybody now
Or being a Nobody now
Won't decide Anybody's future...
@_@

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Just a lil' bit of Space~

nobody@vox.com(Joanne Lavinia) — Sun, 24 Aug 2008 03:15:00 +0900

Have you ever felt like you need a break? Just you n yourself to some getaway where you can just escape from the probs in life? STOP RITE HERE!!!!!!!!!!!! Okeyh, cut! Don't get me wrong here... I'm not a tourism promoter :D

I'm right now talking about the space between friends. What is it that will make a friend bored of a friend? I've wondered for quite sometime. Friends don't really exist do they? Cos' friendship seems to be in some TV dramas where friends stick wit ya thru it all. But reality is harsh... the more you stick to your friends, d more space they'll need. I had been stucked to someone and by someone and I know that d feeling sux. Leech~ ahax! So i learnt a lesson ;) And that's "NEVER NEVER be stuck or depend on your friends too much cos it'll hurt you back". Huhuhu... (T_T) Oh yeah, platonic friendship? They do exist... but it'll end in 2 ways - (marriage / destruction) so beware~

Happy Friendship Day!!!!! (whnever that is~)

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Unplanned

nobody@vox.com(Joanne Lavinia) — Thu, 07 Aug 2008 21:33:36 +0900

I thought I planned a perfect future ahead

Who’d guess I was too much of a coward

I was too naive to only see the good

I was blinded by my dreams

Little did I know I am walking away from you

# So please prevent me from falling deeper

But don’t break my heart too much

Cause my soul can’t bear the pain

Strengthen me and help me stand on my feet

As I lead my life and move on as a big girl

It was my fault to just live life at its present

I never thought further than what I planned

Guess deep down inside of me

There’s a fear that grows each day

The fear of turning my head away from you

Bridge: I promise you once that I’d be only yours

And the thought of breaking it

Is tearing me slowly apart and confusing me

Guide me back to the right path

I wrote this lyrics in ten minutes but I am still figuring the tune to go along with it... Hopefully, I'll be able to think up of something a.s.a.p. LOL. Im afraid the meaning of this lyrics cannot be revealed until the time is right. It has nothing to do with my love life though~ Ahax!

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